09 1 / 2012

to my dear boy

Well darling you won’t be seeing this, I just feel like penning down my thoughts here instead of blogger. So, you got back your results today, and it was not in the least great for you. You may seem to be smiling all the way through, but I can tell that you are feeling stressful and regretful. Deep inside, you wished that time could rewind and you would certainly have put in more effort. But the truth is what done is done, and we don’t have a time machine. 

I just want to tell you, for whatever that you have to do for this year, whether you are going to take private or retain, i wish you all the best, and of course i am staying by your side, because i trust that you will change, you will. I kept on believing, and i never stopped. It is because i do not want you to feel alone, and discouraged. Yes, this may be demoralizing but i want you to know that if you are really willing to change and put in effort, you will do better this year. You may not have done well this time round, but in my heart, you are the best. 

All i ever wanted you to know is that i love you, and i will always be by your side for all the support that you need and everything you have to go through. You are never alone, i am always here for you. With truckloads of love.

Xxx.